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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
1:35 AM



This is how she looks like whenever she's tired, falling asleep in my arms.

So sweet, isn't it? Now everybody, say awwwww~

This lil pup has put on quite a couple of kilos since she came here. I used to be able to carry her from my house to north park, which is a considerably long distance. Took about 15 to 20 mins? (don't ask me why I didn't walk her)

Now.. I carry her for barely less than 5 mins and I complain that she's heavy. Is she growing too fast, too fat?

I wish she'd always remain puppy-like. :(

At the rate she's growing, I wonder if she's still able to fit into Fan's bag.



Taken when she was a puppy. Notice her cheeky and playful puppy face.

From a puppy to a dog, she has matured a lot. Not as wild as before, but still very intelligent. Gonna train her agility so she can grab some trophies during dog shows! (her speed is FAST)

Monday, November 16, 2009
11:32 PM

I was a walking fashion disaster today. Woke up completely moodless and I didn't wanna dress up though I was heading to town, so I just threw on an oversized tee and leggings.

I worry about blogging in here because I don't want anybody to feel guilty over what they have not done. It was not my intention at all..

I have a couple of friends asking me what went wrong with Friday. I really have no idea. I dressed up in my new F21 stuff that day happily and went out to meet the girls for shopping. Then I met YY up and we got down to drink with the rest and..

From YY's blog:

Vee was terribly drunk just now.

She cried an Atlantic Ocean of tears, denied that she was wasted and kept asking for more alcohol. In the end, I had to smash the vodka bottle to smithereens so that she would be visually assured that no more liquor is available anymore. The amount of vodka left was actually enough to make two more shots of mixed drink. What a waste, eh? But I really hope that no shards of glass from the fragmented bottle had been embedded in anyone's skin.

Anyway, Chum Hao was kind enough to ensure that both Vee and I were able to reach home safely. I think I'm going to sleep soon. Maybe everything will be fine when Vee wakes up later in the afternoon.

So yes that kinda summarises everything. I can't be bothered to think about what the gossipy people are gonna say. They like to gossip, so be it. Kinda got over that stage already.

(Oh yes, something you may not know. They love gossiping about people, including their best friends, and when I gossip about them openly on my blog what do they do? HAHAHA, cry and whine. Tsk tsk.)

I got so wasted that I don't even know how and when I started crying. Friday night shall forever remain a mystery to me because I have no idea what really happened when all the alcohol was inside my head. Neither will I bother to ask YY about what really went on, because I don't wanna know.

But she did tell me that when she helped me to the toilet, I fell down and hit my face while she scraped her hands and knees and I forgot. Now you know why I don't wanna find out what happened.

I got so wasted that when I woke up on Saturday, I couldn't even walk straight. I was still swaying about and talking a lot of crap, just like how you'd if you get tipsy. By the time I was starting to feel better, the fever entered and... yeah.

In short.. nobody ever leaves a good impression on others when they blog about how wasted they got. I'm being truthful here because I don't wanna blog about it privately and then I have to invite all the friends who asked about me.

Bad or good impression.. I don't give a damn. Especially if you are just an acquaintance/you don't know me and you are reading this. Only those who know me PERSONALLY (not just hi bye friends) will know how I'm really like, so with this, I'm assured when blogging. (before you ask, people like S are included in the acquaintances list)

My private blog is indeed very private. You won't get a chance to read it till I know you inside out.

And is it a must to go for graduation tomorrow? :(

Tata.

Sunday, November 15, 2009
2:54 PM

Home to rest today. Appointments all cancelled.

I don't know how to survive all the way to Wednesday. And once Wednesday is up, I'm gonna be free from Thursday onwards. Wish I could work like, right now.

Yes I'm down but I'm not gonna deprive you of pictures. Many long awaited posts.

Doing my hair at Grand Hyatt tomorrow with Gen! Its at Orchard and it means that I'm gonna head there with ugly puffy eyes urghhhhhh. Tuesday is gonna be very busy if I decide to go to prom on Wednesday.

Girls like Shuting and I don't know who, if you are heading to my place beforehand for hair and makeup better tell me the time! You should know how long I can take..

Transport is a headache too. Sigh.

Bye.

AND TO FRIENDS STOP GIVING MY NUMBER WITHOUT MY PERMISSION DAMN IT! If you are guilty of it then yes this is for you, all you !@#$%^&*() out there.

1:03 AM

My friend told me to use the word "wasted" instead of "drunk". For some reason it leaves a better impression on others.

And I'm home now because I'm running a fever and I was freezing the hell away at the windy beach regardless of how many jackets I was donning.

Some say that tears can be used to detoxify your body. So why am I sick? Everything should have been washed away.

I've eaten nothing the whole day except for four crab legs. I don't even feel hungry. I'm sleepy but I can't sleep. I just don't wanna do anything but stone at one corner.

I'm cold, sick, supposedly hungry and very very tired. My schedule is packed till Wednesday. What am I gonna do, I really don't know..

All of a sudden, I can't be bothered about prom. Yeah I've paid $55 and all but.. urghhhh. I don't have the mood to do anything over the next few days. I have no prom dress and all. Or maybe I'll just pick any dress from my wardrobe and obviously it will not be prom material.

Ya know.. like silk or satin stuff. That is if I'm going.

I just need to work soon. The highly paid admin job is still on, I've checked with him last night. So if I'm working daily from Monday to Sunday (including a weekend job if it gets through) I will stop staring into space. Yay!

I know I'm supposed to meet a couple of friends for yummy food trips and all. That will have to wait when my appetite comes back.

History is repeating itself. Don't ask me what history cos obviously I will not tell you.

Tata!

Saturday, November 14, 2009
2:23 PM

Awesome. I returned home drunk and I could even blog last night. Amazing or what.

Yesterday night was omg ugly. Never drink when you are feeling emotional because you will DIE.

Sorry to Wei Xiang!! YY said he beared the brunt of it all when I was gone. I can't remember what I did so heck haha.

After last night Imma dig a hole in the ground and hide forever, never to come out. LAST NIGHT WAS EMBARRASSING.

I'm having a fever now and I'm gonna be out in half an hour's time while pulling an over nighter tonight. At the beach.

Since my eyes are so puffy and ugly today I shall go out with glasses and pray hard that nobody I know will be there. I feel sick and lazy and I just wanna hide in my warm comfy bed.

I'm feeling very cold wherever I go and I want the fever virus to get outta meeeeee! Its so windy at the beach that I had to hide inside a sleeping bag. Sigh..

And I'm laying off alcohol for a bit.

Bye!

4:08 AM

I shall forever remain the one who drinks & pukes regularly.

Right now as I'm blogging this, I have just puked the fourth time. Yeah, very loser-ish. Shut up.

I'm gonna head to bed right now because I am very tipsy. I remember YY & CH sending me home, that's all. And texting random people by myself.

Oh yes I'm sick! But I'm gonna be Iron Woman this weekend, pulling over nighters. I'll see when I'll fall.

I remember crying bucketfuls of tears but I can't remember why. Bye! Cya tomorrow. :) Very high and poor Sherri got spammed because at 3+ am she was online at MSN so its not my fault!! Haha.

Friday, November 13, 2009
2:36 AM



Blogged something out and I decided not to publish it after all. Something about friends.

No matter how close they are, there's always a veil over their faces which you can't see. A veil of deception, a veil of cruelty, and you get the idea.

I need a getaway~

Drinking tomorrow night had better be good because I'll need it. YY, I know you'll be reading this. You'd better go, because..

Oh god I've just remembered that I'm broke. Dinner just now was over $50. And I'm right, that darn admin guy has been MIA most likely. But then again, he's always doing this so I'm not too sure about that..

Otherwise I'm gonna head over to IMM daily to work with Wenhui! And then working on weekends with my brother. True its gonna fetch me far lesser than the admin job, but at least I won't get harassed anymore!

Tata. Shuting's coming over in a few hours before we head out to meet the girls! Need to sleep.